Howdy! I'm actually writing this as 0046 on a Thursday morning, so take the date with a pinch of salt. Done a lot of work on the site today, probably still looks as shit as beforehand, but we move. Personally kind of satisfied with it, just need to change the font and I'll feel a little more accomplished...
Emotionally? I'm kinda the same as yesterday. Been thinking a lot about gender I guess. Also got the bad 'no-one-loves-me' thoughts again but they're just standard I guess. I'm paranoid about burdening people, I guess. I'm just worried that the people I love don't leave me; oh shit anyway just got a text from one of my no-longer flatmates saying he's dropped out. Lol. Idk I'm not stressing. Me and E are def goin' together, at least I hope so.
I've done nothing again today. Worked on site. Watched vids. Napped. Ate. Existential dread. The usual. I hope I feel love.